random update

The other day (Sunday morning to be exact) I was making love with my significant other and I said that I like our making love to be beautiful so that if God is watching he can look down and be pleased. Part of me wanted to edit that out or water it down, but what should be shameful about making love? And shouldn't we all be living our lives in such places of beauty that God (or whatever) would look down and say "Wow, they're really doing it right?"

Another thing that crosses my mind is the state of living where you are not feeding your soul. Okay, where I am not feeding my soul. Is it a state of starvation or a state of fasting? And if it is fasting, to what purpose is it? and for how long will it be? Not to say that it is a complete anorexia of the spirit, there are other choices that I make certainly feed my spirit, but there are many choices that I make that don't provide the right spiritual nourishment.

Not just talking about the "God" thing when I talk about "spirit". Still don't know what that is all about yet. But there is something in this reality that is more than just the atoms and molecules that make us up.

Anyhow, it has been awhile since last I wrote and I guess that this should become a better habit. The nerd within likes the idea of keeping the diary (or whatever) electronic for future reference (if ever). The romantic likes the idea of sharing thoughts with the universe. So here I am.

Let me know what you think.
--jerome